Kayden is having high fever

Poor Kayden is having a high fever of 38.3C now... Brought him to the doctor this evening... 2 possibilities of his fever -- 1st, gastric flu, cos he passed motion 4 times today but just normal faeces not diarrhea. 2nd, he may be having his tooth.

He didn't smile too much today, he just wanna rest on my chest, wanting me to carry him moving around. He didn't laugh alot but kept making er er er non stop as if complaining "I'm feeling miserable".


He just had his meds given by the doc, hope he will get better tomorrow... ...

Less one follower

hehe.. For these couple of days, I will one blog reader be missing out my posts.. Why?

Because this regular reader of mine, is my best friend who has given birth yesterday! hehe.. So lucky of her to have a smooth delivery with both mummy and son safe and sound.. Felt so happy for her that her life is somewhat complete, with a loving husband and 2 kids of a girl and a boy.. Just so nice..

Life for her of course won't be easy in future, as more challenges be coming up as she and her kids grow older, but I believe she will make it through with flying colours..

Liping : Keep it up! You can do it!! Congratulations to ur lovely boy, Dylan!

P/S: Maybe not be posting pictures these days, poor Kayden is havin a fever. SOOOOOOO temperantal and grouchy.. Been crying.. There's a mini white spot on his lower gum, think it's his tooth. We shall see for next few days. Poor boy.. keke...

Too much

This is a Korean song by CrownJ feat. Inyoung. A hit and hot song. Meaningful and realistic song lyrics. Written by CrownJ for his "wife" Inyoung.

I believe many of us had the same feeling as him for our loved ones.

Here's the translated lyrics.

Too much A

Inyoung :
"I love you"
"Only you I need you"

The way I look at you and talk are starting to resemble you
My feelings as bright as the sun are gifts from heaven
You are my final love "Ooh I love it"

CrownJ :
We can't be torn apart
We're a fantastic duet a lifelong team "Let's do it"
I even think you're beautiful when we're fighting "Baby"
And even then my heart beats for you
I won't need anyone else
If you love only me, I'm content
Our love feels so soft
If I have only you though I open my eyes
I'll always be in a dream
I love you so much
It's wearing out my heart
My day is often heavn or hell because of you
Your name is my life
three characters of beautiful redemption
You're always in my heart
Always in my mind
I have told you, I'm completely addicted to you

(Back to Inyoung)

CrownJ :
How ya like it?
I like it I like it
I love you I love you
Whatcha gonna do about it?
Is it really possible to be this happy?
You're my fantasy
There ain't keys on the piano to play the melody of you calling my name
"I'm sorry"
I leave you and am busy everyday but I'm always walking around in your heart
Can you feel me?
If you ever think I might feel insecure
Don't worry about that "Baby"
My love is heavyweight everyday
Even when I'm far away I only think of you
This ring is a perfect fit and when you touch it I'm goin crazy
You my "Best friend trust me, I trust you"
The whole day I just wanna tell you (back to inyoung)

Inyoung :
I love you
Make this love to you
Kevin I'm so into you
I love you

Stoning afternoon

Nowhere to go today.. We stayed at home. Stoning, rotting, boring.. opps.. hehe..

Hubby's at work, mummy and daddy went dating, brothers went gaigai.. So we were left at home watching tv, staring blankly and grumbling. haha..

Kieron trying to be funny..Not funny... haha..
Kayden biting his shirt whenever he's sleepy, not hungry.haha..

A tiring and aching day

Today after Kieron's school, went Ikea Alexandra with my dad and my bro, Mark.. It's been a very very long time I got to shop in Ikea for 3hours at a go!! hehe.. Feel so excited, happy yet tired and shagged..

My lower back was hurting till I still could feel sharp pain whenever I sat down. By the time I got home, my soles were... Ouch...

I only can say I aged.. haha.. Dad was so cute.. At first, he said he had nothing to buy, in the end, he's the biggest buyer, I only got a toy bin, few hangers and small containers. Kieron had a fun time playing with the newly added play stops at different sections too. However, he got a few moments of mischievious action done and was warned. What to do, tears dwelled but he dared not cry out loud. Cos he knew it's his wrong doings, eventually he would be the one losing face in public. keke..

He was so tired that he fell asleep on our way back home and napped for 5hours. Now, it's 11pm, he's so awake, full of energy. haha.. But Kayden was very tired as well.. He accompanied me to Causeway Point while Kieron's napping at mum's house later in the evening. What a sudden heavy downpour. Luckily both of us weren''t wet. Went quick shopping with my mum..

I AM TOTALLY SHAGGED... ENERGY FULLY DRAINED... How I wish for a night of peaceful rest.. But I can't.. Sobz..

Lover's Concerto - Lovely.. Just so sweet

How gentle is the rain
That falls softly on the meadow
Birds high up in the trees
Serenade the clouds with their melody
Oh! See there beyond the hills
The bright colors of the rainbow
Some magic from above
Made this day for us
Just to fall in love
You hold me in your arms
And say once again you love me
And if your love is true
Everything will be just as wonderful
Now, I belong to you
From this day until forever
Just love me tenderly
And I'll give to you
Every part of me
Oh! Don't ever make me cry
Through long lonely nights without love
Be always true to me
Keep this day in your heart eternally
You hold me in your arms
And say once again you love me
And if your love is true
Everything will be just as wonderful

Good or Bad lei...?

We just got back from Kayden's routine followup at KKH. There are a piece or good news, and a piece of bad news...

Good news..? Kayden's blood level increaed by 0.3%! Bad news..? Kayden's blood level is still consider below average.. Meaning he still have anaemia, he lacks of blood stone in him due to prematurity.. So he has to increase his Iron droplets intake daily, from 3 drops twice a day to 5 drops twice a day.. and also to drink more vegetable and meat soup.

Age : 7.5mths old
His weight : 7kg (up 25% )
His height : 64.5cm(up 20%)
Head : 43.5cm (up 50%)

Kayden is a brave boy today. When the nurse poke his little finger for blood test, squeezing and pulling his finger to collect his blood, Kayden didn't fidget, no tears, no scream. He even winked at the nurse. haha..

Doctor said Kayden will be an active boy cos his progress is faster than normal kids and it's good to learn early but not late. At least I feel more consoled after hearing that my son isn't a monster. hahahahahaha.. opps..

Medical fee increased again... Usual fee $30+, today $40+ with same consultation and tests taken. ... ... ...


Taken this morning at 8am. Kayden and his fun musical table..
My dear potato been waking up at 6.30am these few days, had several grouchy moments and doesn't really have good appetite. Think it's for his teeth rupture period.

My cutey boys

Kieron and Kayden. 2 active boys I have do drain out 95% of my energy everyday. hehe.. Whenever they are awake, there's no moment for them to be quiet down. Either crawling, jumping and doing mischievious things. They are not hyperactive, but just can't sit still for at least 5mins. Maybe for Kieron yes, when he's playing game or watching TV. haha.. For Kayden yes, when there's food in his mouth. haha..

Been doing tidying on this Hari Raya public holiday since morning, now, things on top of TV consoles and sofas had to be out of reach from Kayden. This little potato will stand up and try to reach that particular thing that caught his attention.

Tomorrow will be Kayden's routine followup on his prematurity and anaemia as well as progress assessment. I wonder how will it be. hehe.. Hope his blood level will be higher than the previous test taken mth ago.

Old Ah Ma's way of wrapping

Kayden is being wrapped differently starting from today. hehe.. This is used when he's on alert mode. Now he started walking, he will try to stand up in the previous way of wrapping. Cos there's cloth under his feet, he thought of using that as support.. So I changed to this way, there's no way he can stand up, unless he tries to stand up on my waist. haha..

Don't know why, I still have this vivid memory of my ah ma carrying me around in this similar way when I was about 2-3yrs old.. I miss my ah ma so much..

Bitey Kayden

This little potato is starting to test my patience like what his brother been doing. hehe.. He knows I hate him for not being streetwise, bite whatever he sees, so he will "test water" first. hehe..

Whenever he sees something, he will look at me, and smile.. If I remain quiet and smile back, he will immediately put the thing into his mouth. If I say "No, I know what you are thinking, cannot bite", he will smile and leave the thing alone, BUT few mins later, he will go back to the thing when I'm not looking at him. hehe.. Cheeky fellow ya..

Part 1 -- My sleeping Barney Bolster
Smiling
Letting go
Biting

Part 2 -- Toy
See his wicked glare and smile.

Kayden is a 妖怪 (Updated version)

(Taken 29th Sept 2008)

On Saturday's afternoon, My dear little Kayden stood up on his own with support of the sofa's edge and walked a few steps. I was on the sofa watching TV when I saw him smiling to me. I screamed... "DIDI, YOU ARE AWESOME!" Just when I ran into the room to take the camera, thinking I'm gonna tape down his act to prove my words (cos many sure doubt my words "how can a 8th mth boy stood up at tis time of age?"). I was too late, he dropped hard on his butts. haha..

Wasted that I can't tape down on time.. But never mind... There will be other chances. hehe..

On Sunday, when we're at my mum's house. This little monster stood up on his own a couple of times in front of my dad and brother. haha.. YEAH! My words were proven. They opened their eyes real wide, mouths opened big -- 他是妖怪. hahaha... My dad even cracked a lame joke, cos he really did walked on his own when he's 9mths+ old 50+yrs ago, so he added one more sentence "I was running around the kampong 10 months old". My brother and I both had cold fake laughs "Wow.. So smart". haha.. He's trying to prove that he won many kids.

Hopefully I have the time and chance to video down this monster's actions, maybe tomorrow. He's kinda cute now, small sized as in height but actions are mature, a little cutey potato. He will be going KKH for his routined followup next Thursday, hope his blood condition improve.. haha..

Taken few nights back when the 2 boys playing together in Kayden's playpen. Kieron just loved squeezing with Kayden in that small playpen.
Kieron took a few photos with different poses, a very cheeky fellow. Kayden doesn't lose him for that. I forsee my "Merry" "ENJOYABLE" days in a couple months time. haha.. It's already starting now..

Stages

Love...

Today I suddenly feel like sharing my thoughts on this topic - Love..

"To love" means...
Some may get hurt when the one being loved doesn't appreciate.
Some may get hurt when the one being loved did something hurting in return.
Some may get hurt when the one being loved had gone without explanation.
Some may get hurt when the one being loved loves someone else yet refuses to let go.

Some may be happy when the one being loved did something loving to show their appreciation in return.
Some may be happy when the one being loved is happy and healthy.
Some may be happy when the one being loved remembers everything that is done for them.
Some may be happy when both are bonded greatly despite all kinds of obstacles faced.
Some may be happy even when there's just a kiss on the forehead after a day's work.
Some may be happy when sacrifices are done to make the one being loved to be fortunate.

"Being Loved" means...
Some may feel upset when the one who loved is using a wrong way of expressing.
Some may feel upset when the one who loved isn't the one whom they wish to be with.
Some may feel upset when it's time for them to show their love in return, the one who loved no longer is around.
Some may feel upset when own's trust is being questioned.

"Love scenarios" means...
Some may love with a thought of forgive and forget.
Some may love with a thought of revenge.
Some may love with a thought of sympathy.
Some may love with a thought of gratitude.
Some may love with a thought of self belief.
Some may love with a thought of destiny and fate.
Some may love generously.
Some may love agressively.
Some may love possessively.
Some may love in a world of fear.
Some may love in a world of hope.
Some may have to live being an optimist
Some may choose to live in ownself's protected and limited boundary just to shower love and receive love.

The Love Cycle means...
Acquaintance -- Courtship -- Couplehood -- Marriage -- Kinship

Why the cycle is like that?
Acquaintance -- Both needs to know each other in order to explore different traits of interests.
Courtship -- It's carried out when one party showed great interest in another
Couplehood -- When both decided to be steady together, they shared thoughts and opinions.
Marriage -- A way of representing the stability of bond and love levels between 2 parties, exchanging promises of loving and taking care of each other till the end of the road.
Kinship -- A stage whereby the passion and sweet love had upgraded to the love of kinship. One is willing to show own's bad and good points, sharing vows and woes, no matter how big the problem is, there still someone there willing to lend a helping hand. Love doesn't has to be always mention verbally, but it still can be felt clearly even there's a difference in distance and time.

There are many other kinds of love and ways of loving.. To know what and how, you have to live till the fullest, be challenging and brave.

There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved.

- George Sand -

P/S : I had nothing wrong with my love life. So don't worry about anything after reading my post. Just lazy to upload photos and update on my kids' status. Just wanting to type how I feel and things I learnt all these years...