"First Step" at Kiddy Palace

These were taken few days ago at Causeway Point Kiddy Palace. Photographer was my best friend, Shelyn. hehe.. It was Kayden's first time walking around,happily exploring the toys, and trying to crawl up the stacks of toy boxes.

Home Cry Home

Yesterday, we went back to my own house after 2weeks stay at my mum's house.

Oh.. It was chaotic. Kayden couldn't get used to the quietness of the house and got scared easily... Whenever I want to get something from other rooms, he will cry terribly and chase after me, shouting "Ma ma". I couldn't get to work and sleep well, cos he had nightmares at night too..

However, we had a fun dinner at Vista Point. Hubby brought us out for dinner.. Kayden did well, he didn't throw temper. He was happily munching his titbits, playing peekaboos and having funs with those aunties. & it was Kieron who was throwing temper, cos he wanted a babyseat too. I didn't let him have one, explaining he had overaged.. He tried to accept it but still grouchy. hehe..



So today I'm back to mum's house. haha..

Kayden is naughtier than Kieron

These days, Kayden's "True colours" finally started to show up...

He's rather impatient and greedy. He will want to snatch Kieron's toys.. Books.. Food.. Everything.. & Kieron will not fight, he will just let Kayden grab it and say "弟弟抢我的东西！". When I don't let Kayden have it, he will make the fake crying and screaming.. Just let him be, he will scream about twice and stop, cos no one bother about him. haha.. The more you look at him, the noiser he will be.. When you ignore him, he will just walk off and find something else to do.

When you have some food in your hand, he will say "mum mum" all the way with both hands straight out, wanting to grab it himself. When you want to put the food inside his mouth, his greedy color is here.. He will use his 2 hands to grab your hand to put the food immediately inside his mouth. When he succeded, he will walk off again, only return when he wants another bite. haha...

When I tell people younger bro is naughtier, no one believes, cos he always put up that smiley face to the others, and always willing to let outsiders carry.. haha..

His lower 2 teeth are finally FINALLY out.. Ouch.. It hurts when he milk.. Think it's time to make some changes and some planning. haha..

Kayden further progress in walking

Kayden been trying to let go of his 2 hands while walking these couple of days. Sometimes he managed to stand up straight without falling for a few seconds. Sometimes he will drop hard on his butt and have a wide smile. hehe.. We're thinking maybe he will be walking on his own in another 2-3weeks time.. Just nice, it will be his followup at KKH by then.

Today he's 9mths old (8mths old biologically). Fast ya. hehe.. 3 more mths he be 1year old... Will be holding a big big party for him!

Kayden & Blackie 7am in the morning

Kayden initiated to play with Blackie this early morning himself. Usually he will grab Blackie's toy and wanna play himself, but this morning, he picked the stick and shook it in front of Blackie, wanting Blackie to play with him. But, Blackie seems not too interested to play with him. hehe...

Me and my boys

Been working non stop for the past few days, so thought of taking a short break last evening to accompany my boys. Think I neglected them quite a bit.. Took a couple of photos with them before they sleep. Oh.. I looked so shagged. Kieron looked so cheeky. Kayden looked so happy. haha...

Bubbles.. Bubbly smiles..

Influential laughters.. The 2 boys having fun themselves while I'm rushing my work. hehe..

Funny and beautiful photos

Taken quite a number of photos past 2 days.. Very meaningul, real life and lovely.. Kayden drinking formula milk about twice a day.. He likes to twist and turn the bottle in midst of drinking...
Doing ballet stunt, coach -- Da Jiu Jiu. It seems he's not really enjoying it. haha..
This cheeky Kieron, told him not to smile, he purposely did it with a super wide smile..
Kayden : "Don't try to follow wherever I go"
This is Kayden's fav titbits. Melt in the mouth star bites. Comes in many flavours, he will sit in his walker, screaming "Mum mum" non stop, going after that bottle of bites. haha..
Kayden : " I can't find my stars"
This little potato has a bad habit, he likes to shake leg.
Kieron said he wanna take photo with Kayden, but Kayden was so angry, he wanna walk around.
Looks like those olden day baby ah. hehe.. I rem my younger bro took one of these. The top belonged to my youngest bro lei. hehe..
Kieron consoling Kayden when his little bro was throwing temper for being sleepy.
Kieron playing mad with Xiao Jiu Jiu. hehe..
Kayden playing peekaboo with Xiao Jiu Jiu
Woke up at 6am this morning, don't want sleep nor milk, just wanna crawl around. Messing around in Da Jiu Jiu's room again. He got hooked in pushing and pulling the stool.
Little monkey trying to be up on the "tree". Just so lovely boy. hehe.. His smile is always so influential.
I was playing carry and drop with him, he's happily biting and enjoying the fun. What's carry and drop? hehe.. Carry him tight, and drop him onto the mattress continuously. He loves the excitement.

Kieron with his friends

Kieron is popular among his schoolmates till no matter be it a guy or gal friend, they will want to hold Kieron's hand. These 2 little gals are very cute, on their way home, when they saw Kieron waiting outside the waffle shop. They pulled Kieron over and said "Kieron, come to my house". Everyone around us was laughing. The kids nowadays are just so cute.

Kieron's FIRST stage performance(Video updated)

Kieron had done his very FIrst Stage Performance super super well..

He's still worrying about his very own performance at home.He asked me what if he cry on stage, what if he want to look for me. To our surprise, he overcame those worries... He did not have stage fright nor forget his steps. But, one bad thing, he's talkative. hehe.. When he saw me at the audience seat, he whispered to his best Friend, "My mummy is there lei". His mouth sign was so clear. haha..
After performance, at the waiting area, teacher gave them token of compliments. Well done kids!

I'm so proud of him. hehe..

However, Kayden got grouchy and impatient for the waiting. From the time we reached the CC till the arrival of the VIP, Kayden threw temper for 1hr+. Either too warm or he's too bored.

Another dance performance by the pre-nursery kids, very kawaii, from another kindergarten.

Lastly,
The video of the loveable kids. Kieron is at the center.

Kayden on Kieron's tricycle

Kayden never missed playing the wheels of this tricycle whenever he came to my mum's house.He loves holding onto the rear wheel and push it left and right. If you try to hold it, he will move to the front wheel. haha..

I let him sit inside the safety barrier of the tricycle yesterday. From his expressions, you can clearly know how he feels. hehe...





P/s: Wondering why I'm here to post videos when I just said about not posting yesterday? hehe.. Cos my problem has been 30% solved..

Kayden's Videos

Kayden and Kieron messing around in Da Jiu Jiu's room yesterday afternoon.


Snatching whatever is on the table last evening.


He just likes to open these drawers whenever he steps into Kieron's room. See the strength he exert on Monday.


This morning, He was said "Mum mum" when I was eating cake,he wanna some too. His 2nd word after "Mama". hehe...

Away for a period of time

I won't be blogging for a period of time.. Maybe a couple of days...? Maybe few weeks? No mood.. Facing some changes in life now, facing some really huge challenges.

For the moment, everything is fine for the 2 cutey boys, just some flu and cough bugs came to visit them (passed over by my dad, I got it too, hehe).

Kayden is still very active despite his sickness. Though a bit sticky than usual days, but he's still always seeking high and low.. Always standing up and walking around, trying to snatch things from tabletops, if not, he be busy talking and screaming with anyone in sight, or he be crawling around the house looking for things to play, and he likes to hold onto my shoulder and "climb" onto me, wanna me to carry him. hehe..

Kieron is going to perform this Saturday at Marsiling CC for his school's gradution ceremony. He has dance rehearsals everyday in school. He's gonna have makeup on the performance day. So probably be uploading some photos and maybe some videos next wk.

As for me, I will be busy starting from tomorrow onwards. With some work and some big issues to settle. By the way, hehe.. My article be featured in the magazine Motherhood's Dec issue. I feel so excited as it's my first time writing!!

Attack!!!

Kayden had viral attack.. So after his fever had subsided, his "toxics" all came to surface as rash. Wow.. His rash covered almost his whole head.. As he's botak now, it's even more obvious.. The aunties at Kieron's school all felt heartpain for Kayden, saying he no longer looks as cheerful as past, always pouting his lips. My laughing buddha had become a crying buddha. haha..

He had such a miserable time, he couldn't sleep in peace last night. Kept waking up crying, grumbling and fidgeting. Kieron's cute, he woke up, tossed and turned, shouted "弟弟很吵，我怎样睡!" then he used the pillows to cover his ears just to fall back to sleep. hehe...

Today brought him to the doctor to take some syrup to ease his rash. She said his rash will be increasing for the next couple of days.. No bath just wipes. My calamine boy. hehe..

Kayden's fever

Wondering how come I hadn't been blogging past few days??

Kayden's fever had subsided today, but... He's still grouchy, he'll throw tantrums before falling asleep.. He's been sooooooo grouchy these couple of days.. He will wanna sleep on my chest during afternoon naps. At night, dragging, yawning, mumbling, grumbling, crying to sleep..

Yes.. Indeed, he's gonna have his first tooth coming out. The tooth started to appear on the surface of the lower gum. He must be feeling really miserable now..

Hope he will get better soon..

Kayden is having high fever

Poor Kayden is having a high fever of 38.3C now... Brought him to the doctor this evening... 2 possibilities of his fever -- 1st, gastric flu, cos he passed motion 4 times today but just normal faeces not diarrhea. 2nd, he may be having his tooth.

He didn't smile too much today, he just wanna rest on my chest, wanting me to carry him moving around. He didn't laugh alot but kept making er er er non stop as if complaining "I'm feeling miserable".


He just had his meds given by the doc, hope he will get better tomorrow... ...

Less one follower

hehe.. For these couple of days, I will one blog reader be missing out my posts.. Why?

Because this regular reader of mine, is my best friend who has given birth yesterday! hehe.. So lucky of her to have a smooth delivery with both mummy and son safe and sound.. Felt so happy for her that her life is somewhat complete, with a loving husband and 2 kids of a girl and a boy.. Just so nice..

Life for her of course won't be easy in future, as more challenges be coming up as she and her kids grow older, but I believe she will make it through with flying colours..

Liping : Keep it up! You can do it!! Congratulations to ur lovely boy, Dylan!

P/S: Maybe not be posting pictures these days, poor Kayden is havin a fever. SOOOOOOO temperantal and grouchy.. Been crying.. There's a mini white spot on his lower gum, think it's his tooth. We shall see for next few days. Poor boy.. keke...

Too much

This is a Korean song by CrownJ feat. Inyoung. A hit and hot song. Meaningful and realistic song lyrics. Written by CrownJ for his "wife" Inyoung.

I believe many of us had the same feeling as him for our loved ones.

Here's the translated lyrics.

Too much A

Inyoung :
"I love you"
"Only you I need you"

The way I look at you and talk are starting to resemble you
My feelings as bright as the sun are gifts from heaven
You are my final love "Ooh I love it"

CrownJ :
We can't be torn apart
We're a fantastic duet a lifelong team "Let's do it"
I even think you're beautiful when we're fighting "Baby"
And even then my heart beats for you
I won't need anyone else
If you love only me, I'm content
Our love feels so soft
If I have only you though I open my eyes
I'll always be in a dream
I love you so much
It's wearing out my heart
My day is often heavn or hell because of you
Your name is my life
three characters of beautiful redemption
You're always in my heart
Always in my mind
I have told you, I'm completely addicted to you

(Back to Inyoung)

CrownJ :
How ya like it?
I like it I like it
I love you I love you
Whatcha gonna do about it?
Is it really possible to be this happy?
You're my fantasy
There ain't keys on the piano to play the melody of you calling my name
"I'm sorry"
I leave you and am busy everyday but I'm always walking around in your heart
Can you feel me?
If you ever think I might feel insecure
Don't worry about that "Baby"
My love is heavyweight everyday
Even when I'm far away I only think of you
This ring is a perfect fit and when you touch it I'm goin crazy
You my "Best friend trust me, I trust you"
The whole day I just wanna tell you (back to inyoung)

Inyoung :
I love you
Make this love to you
Kevin I'm so into you
I love you

Stoning afternoon

Nowhere to go today.. We stayed at home. Stoning, rotting, boring.. opps.. hehe..

Hubby's at work, mummy and daddy went dating, brothers went gaigai.. So we were left at home watching tv, staring blankly and grumbling. haha..

Kieron trying to be funny..Not funny... haha..
Kayden biting his shirt whenever he's sleepy, not hungry.haha..

A tiring and aching day

Today after Kieron's school, went Ikea Alexandra with my dad and my bro, Mark.. It's been a very very long time I got to shop in Ikea for 3hours at a go!! hehe.. Feel so excited, happy yet tired and shagged..

My lower back was hurting till I still could feel sharp pain whenever I sat down. By the time I got home, my soles were... Ouch...

I only can say I aged.. haha.. Dad was so cute.. At first, he said he had nothing to buy, in the end, he's the biggest buyer, I only got a toy bin, few hangers and small containers. Kieron had a fun time playing with the newly added play stops at different sections too. However, he got a few moments of mischievious action done and was warned. What to do, tears dwelled but he dared not cry out loud. Cos he knew it's his wrong doings, eventually he would be the one losing face in public. keke..

He was so tired that he fell asleep on our way back home and napped for 5hours. Now, it's 11pm, he's so awake, full of energy. haha.. But Kayden was very tired as well.. He accompanied me to Causeway Point while Kieron's napping at mum's house later in the evening. What a sudden heavy downpour. Luckily both of us weren''t wet. Went quick shopping with my mum..

I AM TOTALLY SHAGGED... ENERGY FULLY DRAINED... How I wish for a night of peaceful rest.. But I can't.. Sobz..

Lover's Concerto - Lovely.. Just so sweet

How gentle is the rain
That falls softly on the meadow
Birds high up in the trees
Serenade the clouds with their melody
Oh! See there beyond the hills
The bright colors of the rainbow
Some magic from above
Made this day for us
Just to fall in love
You hold me in your arms
And say once again you love me
And if your love is true
Everything will be just as wonderful
Now, I belong to you
From this day until forever
Just love me tenderly
And I'll give to you
Every part of me
Oh! Don't ever make me cry
Through long lonely nights without love
Be always true to me
Keep this day in your heart eternally
You hold me in your arms
And say once again you love me
And if your love is true
Everything will be just as wonderful

Good or Bad lei...?

We just got back from Kayden's routine followup at KKH. There are a piece or good news, and a piece of bad news...

Good news..? Kayden's blood level increaed by 0.3%! Bad news..? Kayden's blood level is still consider below average.. Meaning he still have anaemia, he lacks of blood stone in him due to prematurity.. So he has to increase his Iron droplets intake daily, from 3 drops twice a day to 5 drops twice a day.. and also to drink more vegetable and meat soup.

Age : 7.5mths old
His weight : 7kg (up 25% )
His height : 64.5cm(up 20%)
Head : 43.5cm (up 50%)

Kayden is a brave boy today. When the nurse poke his little finger for blood test, squeezing and pulling his finger to collect his blood, Kayden didn't fidget, no tears, no scream. He even winked at the nurse. haha..

Doctor said Kayden will be an active boy cos his progress is faster than normal kids and it's good to learn early but not late. At least I feel more consoled after hearing that my son isn't a monster. hahahahahaha.. opps..

Medical fee increased again... Usual fee $30+, today $40+ with same consultation and tests taken. ... ... ...


Taken this morning at 8am. Kayden and his fun musical table..
My dear potato been waking up at 6.30am these few days, had several grouchy moments and doesn't really have good appetite. Think it's for his teeth rupture period.

My cutey boys

Kieron and Kayden. 2 active boys I have do drain out 95% of my energy everyday. hehe.. Whenever they are awake, there's no moment for them to be quiet down. Either crawling, jumping and doing mischievious things. They are not hyperactive, but just can't sit still for at least 5mins. Maybe for Kieron yes, when he's playing game or watching TV. haha.. For Kayden yes, when there's food in his mouth. haha..

Been doing tidying on this Hari Raya public holiday since morning, now, things on top of TV consoles and sofas had to be out of reach from Kayden. This little potato will stand up and try to reach that particular thing that caught his attention.

Tomorrow will be Kayden's routine followup on his prematurity and anaemia as well as progress assessment. I wonder how will it be. hehe.. Hope his blood level will be higher than the previous test taken mth ago.