I got to know some things today.. Something sweet, lovely and nice...
It's a mixture of feeling, reality and fun.
I talked about it today, and came to conclusion.
Life goes on, fun continues, feelings be there, no matter it's fake or real, let it be a mystery..
Nobody is able to know what will happen in future, in next 10seconds, 10minutes.
Sometimes things may not turn out what you want.
Sometimes things may not turn out what you don't want.
Let time prove it. Let fate bring us to it. It's something I won't ask for more, I won't crave for more, I won't expect more. Been hurt before, been betrayed before, been in great disappointment before.
Yesterday and today been a thinking and talking day for me. I consoled 2 lovely people, I "counselled" them, I assured them, I gave them support.
I realised I am deceiving others, deceiving myself.. I can say logics to others but not to myself.. I don't have the faith, I don't have the strength, I don't have the confidence..
Pray for me.. Someday, it will come to me. I believe I deserve more. I hope I won't let people who care about me upset.
Someone give me a tight hug please.. I need it.. It's been a long long long time...
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Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Sunday, February 8, 2009
IF
Recently.. I know 2 fantastic people.. Far away from me, but close to my heart.. He's loving, funny, cute, helpful, cheeky yet talented... he's 29, From USA, Florida.. Despite his young age, he learnt alot from life.. He went through alot when young, had to depend on himself after being kicked out of family (not because he's nasty, but his parents wanted him to b independant). He worked well and knew alot with other things like programs, games and even cooking..
Isn't it nice to know such person in life...? To have common interest, have same chatting topics, help each other with owns weaknesses. There are people teasing us at different time yet on the same issue, why not marry her? Maybe he will put down everything, fly over and marry you? Reason, we really spent alot of time together.. haha..
It's funny and sweet to hear these... Funny in a way that... Yes, we are truly good friends. We discussed about everything under the sun. We can joke on silly things that not everyone may accept.. But, we know it's rather impossible (Marry).. We laughed over the comments. keke.. Sweet that although we grew up in different background, different culture, at different parts of the world, we are able to extend our relationship, from game mates into soulmates..
Now she... She's much older than me, people teased that she's old enough to be my mother.. I know that, but she's young at heart. Always willing to talk and help and listen.. It's easy to know who can be a real friend through game than in real life. Some may get carried away in game and don't care much on how you think and what you want. But she's one of the special one. She can be helpful both in game and real life. She's another person who made me go "Wow".. Her life, her story is not something that you get to hear from anyone around you... I promised that I won't say. Yes, and I won't say.. I only can say it's really special. There's one period of time she lost her goal in life, always down spirited and emotional, I consoled and assured her.. making her in tears and laughters. Finally, she's willing to step out of the house, starting to accept new faces and new dates. keke..
I called as "Sis". She can be 1 level higher than me as in playfulness. She can play well using her perfect English. She's from UK, she lived in Wales now.. She taught me quite alot of new things going on in UK (but don't test me on that). Its interesting to know that Caucasians don't really like snowing, when it's really snowing heavily. It can kill. haha.. Cos I always say I wish to see some snow, and trying to get out of the heat in Singapore. She will joke that I will not want to freeze dead over her side, keke..
Whenever Im together with either of them, I spent most of my time chatting, than doing other things. My boys know them too, as well as Mr Kok. haha.. But, as you know, Mr Kok doesn't really care..
Why my topic is IF..? If I can fly over and meet them, isn't it great? If I don't have so much commitments right now, maybe I can do more just than chatting online? If I never try the online game, I won't be able to gain 2 more soulmates?
Isn't it nice to know such person in life...? To have common interest, have same chatting topics, help each other with owns weaknesses. There are people teasing us at different time yet on the same issue, why not marry her? Maybe he will put down everything, fly over and marry you? Reason, we really spent alot of time together.. haha..
It's funny and sweet to hear these... Funny in a way that... Yes, we are truly good friends. We discussed about everything under the sun. We can joke on silly things that not everyone may accept.. But, we know it's rather impossible (Marry).. We laughed over the comments. keke.. Sweet that although we grew up in different background, different culture, at different parts of the world, we are able to extend our relationship, from game mates into soulmates..
Now she... She's much older than me, people teased that she's old enough to be my mother.. I know that, but she's young at heart. Always willing to talk and help and listen.. It's easy to know who can be a real friend through game than in real life. Some may get carried away in game and don't care much on how you think and what you want. But she's one of the special one. She can be helpful both in game and real life. She's another person who made me go "Wow".. Her life, her story is not something that you get to hear from anyone around you... I promised that I won't say. Yes, and I won't say.. I only can say it's really special. There's one period of time she lost her goal in life, always down spirited and emotional, I consoled and assured her.. making her in tears and laughters. Finally, she's willing to step out of the house, starting to accept new faces and new dates. keke..
I called as "Sis". She can be 1 level higher than me as in playfulness. She can play well using her perfect English. She's from UK, she lived in Wales now.. She taught me quite alot of new things going on in UK (but don't test me on that). Its interesting to know that Caucasians don't really like snowing, when it's really snowing heavily. It can kill. haha.. Cos I always say I wish to see some snow, and trying to get out of the heat in Singapore. She will joke that I will not want to freeze dead over her side, keke..
Whenever Im together with either of them, I spent most of my time chatting, than doing other things. My boys know them too, as well as Mr Kok. haha.. But, as you know, Mr Kok doesn't really care..
Why my topic is IF..? If I can fly over and meet them, isn't it great? If I don't have so much commitments right now, maybe I can do more just than chatting online? If I never try the online game, I won't be able to gain 2 more soulmates?
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Wishlist
2009 is here...
Chinese New Year is coming soon too..
I wish to do something different in this new year..
-- Fulfiling my dream in opening some shops with my dad seem to be pending now, due to the financial depression.
-- Continuing be a tough lady at home to upkeep the welfare and beings of the 3 piggies at home.
-- To do SOME REAL PERSONAL shopping / hangout, I need some break.
-- To have some extra $, but problem is I don't buy lottery. haha.. So need some hardwork to be done for this wish.
-- To be healthy, have to be responsible to the people around me, I can't let them worry about my health, reminding me to take care at all times.
-- To be happy, so as to bring smiles and happiness to all the others around me.
Think that's all I can think of. haha... Simple wishes that can be fulfil, living simple is the best thing I ever ask for.
Oh yes.. I hope to do some shopping before Kayden's birthday party and Chinese New Year. At Sembawang shopping centre, it has reopened, there's Daiso in there. I love that place. hehe.. & nid to do some shopping on textiles, be doing curtains myself, those in mkt nw r sooo ex. Easy to do, but ex... Not worth to buy..
Chinese New Year is coming soon too..
I wish to do something different in this new year..
-- Fulfiling my dream in opening some shops with my dad seem to be pending now, due to the financial depression.
-- Continuing be a tough lady at home to upkeep the welfare and beings of the 3 piggies at home.
-- To do SOME REAL PERSONAL shopping / hangout, I need some break.
-- To have some extra $, but problem is I don't buy lottery. haha.. So need some hardwork to be done for this wish.
-- To be healthy, have to be responsible to the people around me, I can't let them worry about my health, reminding me to take care at all times.
-- To be happy, so as to bring smiles and happiness to all the others around me.
Think that's all I can think of. haha... Simple wishes that can be fulfil, living simple is the best thing I ever ask for.
Oh yes.. I hope to do some shopping before Kayden's birthday party and Chinese New Year. At Sembawang shopping centre, it has reopened, there's Daiso in there. I love that place. hehe.. & nid to do some shopping on textiles, be doing curtains myself, those in mkt nw r sooo ex. Easy to do, but ex... Not worth to buy..
Friday, September 26, 2008
Stages
Love...
Today I suddenly feel like sharing my thoughts on this topic - Love..
"To love" means...
Some may get hurt when the one being loved doesn't appreciate.
Some may get hurt when the one being loved did something hurting in return.
Some may get hurt when the one being loved had gone without explanation.
Some may get hurt when the one being loved loves someone else yet refuses to let go.
Some may be happy when the one being loved did something loving to show their appreciation in return.
Some may be happy when the one being loved is happy and healthy.
Some may be happy when the one being loved remembers everything that is done for them.
Some may be happy when both are bonded greatly despite all kinds of obstacles faced.
Some may be happy even when there's just a kiss on the forehead after a day's work.
Some may be happy when sacrifices are done to make the one being loved to be fortunate.
"Being Loved" means...
Some may feel upset when the one who loved is using a wrong way of expressing.
Some may feel upset when the one who loved isn't the one whom they wish to be with.
Some may feel upset when it's time for them to show their love in return, the one who loved no longer is around.
Some may feel upset when own's trust is being questioned.
"Love scenarios" means...
Some may love with a thought of forgive and forget.
Some may love with a thought of revenge.
Some may love with a thought of sympathy.
Some may love with a thought of gratitude.
Some may love with a thought of self belief.
Some may love with a thought of destiny and fate.
Some may love generously.
Some may love agressively.
Some may love possessively.
Some may love in a world of fear.
Some may love in a world of hope.
Some may have to live being an optimist
Some may choose to live in ownself's protected and limited boundary just to shower love and receive love.
The Love Cycle means...
Acquaintance -- Courtship -- Couplehood -- Marriage -- Kinship
Why the cycle is like that?
Acquaintance -- Both needs to know each other in order to explore different traits of interests.
Courtship -- It's carried out when one party showed great interest in another
Couplehood -- When both decided to be steady together, they shared thoughts and opinions.
Marriage -- A way of representing the stability of bond and love levels between 2 parties, exchanging promises of loving and taking care of each other till the end of the road.
Kinship -- A stage whereby the passion and sweet love had upgraded to the love of kinship. One is willing to show own's bad and good points, sharing vows and woes, no matter how big the problem is, there still someone there willing to lend a helping hand. Love doesn't has to be always mention verbally, but it still can be felt clearly even there's a difference in distance and time.
There are many other kinds of love and ways of loving.. To know what and how, you have to live till the fullest, be challenging and brave.
There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved.
- George Sand -
P/S : I had nothing wrong with my love life. So don't worry about anything after reading my post. Just lazy to upload photos and update on my kids' status. Just wanting to type how I feel and things I learnt all these years...
Today I suddenly feel like sharing my thoughts on this topic - Love..
"To love" means...
Some may get hurt when the one being loved doesn't appreciate.
Some may get hurt when the one being loved did something hurting in return.
Some may get hurt when the one being loved had gone without explanation.
Some may get hurt when the one being loved loves someone else yet refuses to let go.
Some may be happy when the one being loved did something loving to show their appreciation in return.
Some may be happy when the one being loved is happy and healthy.
Some may be happy when the one being loved remembers everything that is done for them.
Some may be happy when both are bonded greatly despite all kinds of obstacles faced.
Some may be happy even when there's just a kiss on the forehead after a day's work.
Some may be happy when sacrifices are done to make the one being loved to be fortunate.
"Being Loved" means...
Some may feel upset when the one who loved is using a wrong way of expressing.
Some may feel upset when the one who loved isn't the one whom they wish to be with.
Some may feel upset when it's time for them to show their love in return, the one who loved no longer is around.
Some may feel upset when own's trust is being questioned.
"Love scenarios" means...
Some may love with a thought of forgive and forget.
Some may love with a thought of revenge.
Some may love with a thought of sympathy.
Some may love with a thought of gratitude.
Some may love with a thought of self belief.
Some may love with a thought of destiny and fate.
Some may love generously.
Some may love agressively.
Some may love possessively.
Some may love in a world of fear.
Some may love in a world of hope.
Some may have to live being an optimist
Some may choose to live in ownself's protected and limited boundary just to shower love and receive love.
The Love Cycle means...
Acquaintance -- Courtship -- Couplehood -- Marriage -- Kinship
Why the cycle is like that?
Acquaintance -- Both needs to know each other in order to explore different traits of interests.
Courtship -- It's carried out when one party showed great interest in another
Couplehood -- When both decided to be steady together, they shared thoughts and opinions.
Marriage -- A way of representing the stability of bond and love levels between 2 parties, exchanging promises of loving and taking care of each other till the end of the road.
Kinship -- A stage whereby the passion and sweet love had upgraded to the love of kinship. One is willing to show own's bad and good points, sharing vows and woes, no matter how big the problem is, there still someone there willing to lend a helping hand. Love doesn't has to be always mention verbally, but it still can be felt clearly even there's a difference in distance and time.
There are many other kinds of love and ways of loving.. To know what and how, you have to live till the fullest, be challenging and brave.
There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved.
- George Sand -
P/S : I had nothing wrong with my love life. So don't worry about anything after reading my post. Just lazy to upload photos and update on my kids' status. Just wanting to type how I feel and things I learnt all these years...
Monday, April 14, 2008
Marriage
After numerous quarrels and misunderstandings, rainbow still appears after a rainy day. My parents are now more bonded and loving as compared than before.
In a marriage, or can say to have a lasting marriage, communication, honesty, understanding, patience, determination and trust are really really important.
1.)No communication = won't be clear of each others' needs and feelings, distance will be greater
2.)No honesty = lies and secrets will only make misunderstandings arise, thorns will be grown inside the heart, no matter how long the history of the issue had been, the grudge still be there
3.)No understanding = try to put in each others' situation, everyone has their very own mindset and feeling, being too self-centered only hurt both parties in the end
4.)No patience = everyone is a special individual, no one is alike, accepting each others' bad and good points willingly, no matter how bad the situation be, be calm, there's always a solution for every problem
5.)No determination = everything needs effort to have good results. Believe in sucession and things will have good ending eventually
6.)No trust = relationship will be drifted apart, once trust is missing, sincere communication and honesty be missing too. No matter how much effort being put in, it still be a bad ending
After seeing so many marriages failing around me, winessing the ups and downs of my parents' marriage and personally experiencing a 5yrs marriage of my own, I learnt forgive and forget, to take and give, not be greedy are crucial too. No one is perfect, nothing good can last forever, just depends how you want to accept. Take things easy, be optimist and days will pass faster and lighter no matter what serious matters come. Take everyday as a lesson to learn, there's bound to have something to ponder on at night before you sleep. Think of how to make it better and next time will be better.
I didn't realised I have been together with hubby for 9years and married for 5years for this coming June. Time really flies... haha..
Wish everyone around me to have true happiness and with good health. Do cherish everyone around you when they are still around. There's no way for regrets because it's you who choose the path.
In a marriage, or can say to have a lasting marriage, communication, honesty, understanding, patience, determination and trust are really really important.
1.)No communication = won't be clear of each others' needs and feelings, distance will be greater
2.)No honesty = lies and secrets will only make misunderstandings arise, thorns will be grown inside the heart, no matter how long the history of the issue had been, the grudge still be there
3.)No understanding = try to put in each others' situation, everyone has their very own mindset and feeling, being too self-centered only hurt both parties in the end
4.)No patience = everyone is a special individual, no one is alike, accepting each others' bad and good points willingly, no matter how bad the situation be, be calm, there's always a solution for every problem
5.)No determination = everything needs effort to have good results. Believe in sucession and things will have good ending eventually
6.)No trust = relationship will be drifted apart, once trust is missing, sincere communication and honesty be missing too. No matter how much effort being put in, it still be a bad ending
After seeing so many marriages failing around me, winessing the ups and downs of my parents' marriage and personally experiencing a 5yrs marriage of my own, I learnt forgive and forget, to take and give, not be greedy are crucial too. No one is perfect, nothing good can last forever, just depends how you want to accept. Take things easy, be optimist and days will pass faster and lighter no matter what serious matters come. Take everyday as a lesson to learn, there's bound to have something to ponder on at night before you sleep. Think of how to make it better and next time will be better.
I didn't realised I have been together with hubby for 9years and married for 5years for this coming June. Time really flies... haha..
Wish everyone around me to have true happiness and with good health. Do cherish everyone around you when they are still around. There's no way for regrets because it's you who choose the path.
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