Deep thoughts

I got to know some things today.. Something sweet, lovely and nice...

It's a mixture of feeling, reality and fun.

I talked about it today, and came to conclusion.

Life goes on, fun continues, feelings be there, no matter it's fake or real, let it be a mystery..

Nobody is able to know what will happen in future, in next 10seconds, 10minutes.

Sometimes things may not turn out what you want.

Sometimes things may not turn out what you don't want.

Let time prove it. Let fate bring us to it. It's something I won't ask for more, I won't crave for more, I won't expect more. Been hurt before, been betrayed before, been in great disappointment before.

Yesterday and today been a thinking and talking day for me. I consoled 2 lovely people, I "counselled" them, I assured them, I gave them support.

I realised I am deceiving others, deceiving myself.. I can say logics to others but not to myself.. I don't have the faith, I don't have the strength, I don't have the confidence..

Pray for me.. Someday, it will come to me. I believe I deserve more. I hope I won't let people who care about me upset.

Someone give me a tight hug please.. I need it.. It's been a long long long time...