Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Kieron's field trip 2009

This year, his teachers brought the K1s to Hay Dairies Goat Farm.
He's really excited about it.. Till he lost sleep last night. He's supposed to reach school before 9am. So he went to bed at 9pm... haha...

He got up at 12am, "Mummy, I can't sleep, when will the sun come out?" He been asking about it till it was 3am. Finally, he slept till morning.. Surprisingly, when I tried to wake him up at 8am "Hua, farm time". He sprang up and said "I wanna get changed". Its a 180 degree change from usual school time. hahaha..


The weather isn't good, it started to rain an hour they left school.. Last year, they had a wet Zoo trip, today, rainy goat trip.

When I fetched him, he couldn't stop telling me what happened.. hehe.. He's now looking forward to his birthday party in school, and zoo trip on his birthday. Hope the weather is good on 30th May...

Kayden Loves School

As Kayden is growing, and he's always there when his brother enters and leaves school. He starts to love school. He will wanna peek at his brother through windows and charge into the classroom. These days, he's been snatching his brother's Ben 10 bag, wanting me to put it on for him..

There he goes...

Monday, April 27, 2009

I love how you love me

I love how you love me

I love how your eyes close whenever you kiss me
And when I'm away from you I love how you miss me
I love the way you always treat me tenderly
But darlin' most of all I love how you love me

I love how your heart beats whenever I hold you
I love how you think of me without being told to
I love the way your touch is always heavenly
But darlin' most of all I love how you love me

I love how your eyes close whenever you kiss me
And when I'm away from you I love how you miss me
I love the way your touch is always heavenly
But darlin' most of all I love how you love me
I love how you hug me
I love how you squeeze me, tease me, please me
Love how you love me
I love how you love me
Love how you love me
Love how you love me
Love how you love me
Love how you love me
I love how you love me
Love how you love me
Love how you love me
I love how you love me

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

One month old


Photos Update



My parents brought the kids to Sembawang Park last Sunday's evening.. Kieron was so happy that he was jumping for joy from home till we reached the beach.. The sand nice, soft and looked "cleaner", but the water was "yucks". The colour showed how badly the water was polluted by nearby shipyards. So Kieron only could play with the sand.
It's Kayden's first visit to the beach, he was so scared of the sand. He refused to let his legs down. Not even on the grass patch. Yet he still shouted at his brother to come and play with him.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Bus Ride


Happy Kayden, we spent 80% of our time playing hide-n-seek, biting each other, ticking each other everyday.. 10% cranky, 10% sleeping. hehe..


Our bus ride to Causeway Point this evening was a "peaceful" and "happy" one.. Usually Kayden got cranky easily during bus ride, cos he would wanna stand up and walk about. But today, he sat quietly with his brother, looking outside the window, watching people getting up and down the bus.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Result is out... ...

Result is out...

He has Beta Thalassemia Minor. Many don't know this term, it's also known as 地中海贫血症.

Compared to last month's checkup. He's taller and heavier.. 75cm and 8.2kg now.

As he's still havin normal growth and with good health development, he's considered as Thalassemia Minor. No specific medication, only to increase his Iron intake, to take notice of his surroundings - poor immunity system and have regular followups.

Doctor did assessment for him, said that he's a smart boy, learning things faster and easier than kids of same age. But God is fair, he has the brain, but his health.. haiz...

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

I Wonder


Sometimes I wonder...

Curiosity kills a cat.. & I'm the cat...

Waiting for Ah Gong


Recently, my dad is free from work.. So he will come and fetch us to Kieron's school during his lunch time.. These were taken few days ago.. hehe.. While waiting for my dad to come...

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Bao Bei

Bao Bei... If you happen to read this..

外面下著雨
wai mian xia zhe yu
It’s raining outside
猶如我心血在滴
you ru wo xin xue zai di
Like the blood dripping in my heart
愛你那麼久
ai ni na me jiu
(I’ve) loved you for so long
其實算算不容易
qi shi suan suan bu rong yi
It’s actually not consider easy
就要分東西
jiu yao fen dong xi
now need to separate our things
明天不再有關係
ming tian bu zai you guan xi
Tomorrow we won’t have anymore relations
留在家裡的衣服
liu zai jia li de yi fu
the clothes you’ve left at house
有空再來拿回去
you kong zai lai na hui qu
tak back when you have time
不去想愛都結了果
bu qu xiang ai dou jie le guo
Don’t think about love, it’s already been settled
捨不得拼命找藉口
she bu de pin ming zhao jie kou
soo unbareable n keepin findin excuses
不勉強你再為了我
bu mian qiang ni zai wei le wo
i wont force yourself for me
心不在
xin bu zai
(Your) heart is not here anymore
留不留都是痛
liu bu liu du shi tong
staying ant also pain

我可以抱你嗎愛人
wo ke yi bao ni ma ai ren
Can I hug you my love?
讓我在你肩膀哭泣
rang wo zai ni jian bang ku qi
Let me cry on your shoulder
如果今天我們就要分離
ru guo jin tian wo men jiu yao fen li
If we need to break up today
讓我痛快的哭出聲音
rang wo tong kuai de ku chu sheng yin
Let me happily cry
我可以抱你嗎寶貝
wo ke yi bao ni ma bao bei
Can I hug you Baobei?
容我最後一次這樣叫你
rong wo zui hou yi ci zhe yang jiao ni
Let me call you like this for the last time
你也不得已
ni ye bu de yi
bt You had no choice
我會笑笑的離去
wo hui xiao xiao de li qu
I will leave smiling

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Pain

Don't ask me what happen, don't ask me why.
Don't tell me what to do, don't tell me if...

I know what happened, what went wrong.. I'm just waiting..
Waiting for miracle, waiting for the right moment, waiting for the time to prove that my first decision was right.
But I'm starting to sway, after so many years.. Yes, going 11years. That long.. Teary days, painful nights. Disappointment, sadness filled my bottomless heart.
However, I'm still giving chances, giving hopes to myself. Trying to believe that good has good endings. Trying to make sure my determination and belief are paid off.

Someone asked me, "Do you love?" I was hesitating.. For what I did, is it love? Or just my stubborness? I don't know..

It'd been a long long long time I last cried over it.. Feel like crying to vent out all my frustrations..

But nice enough, halfway grumbling here. My brother and mum called. keke.. Took turns to chat with them.. Its funny to talk with them.. Love them!

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Updates

Kayden not really interested in taking photos lately. & He's able to express himself better.

He can do a couple hand signs, Bye Bye, Hi 5, Come, Go there, Open, No more, hug hug, kiss kiss (his kiss is kinda wet, he wil open his mouth wide to kiss, hahaha). He can say mama, papa, lai, byebye, ah o (hello), Um (open ur mouth). Recently, he had this habit of taking bowl n spoon, walking around the house, feeding people. & he will make sure u open ur mouth to "eat" it. & Best of all, he did 1 funny thing, he took my brother's perfume bottle and pretended to spray at me while he used his mouth to make the "psh" sound. Very Naughty fellow..

A couple days ago, he took his toy shovel, walked to Kieron and hit him on his head twice. Kieron was playing psp, blurred and so innocent "mummy, didi hit me" I saw it, cos they're just beside me. "No no, kayden, cannot beat korkor", and gave him a little smack on his noti hand. He put down his shovel. I told Kieron to sit on the sofa so Kayden couldn't reach him. hahaha.. 5mins later, Kayden picked up the shovel and walked to Kieron again "Kok kok". he hit his brother's head again. "KAYDEN, MUMMY SAYS NO!" He laughed and ran away.

hehe.. Last friday, I sms a couple of friends sayin tat Im at the newest and hippest disco in town - Double K. That night, radio station was playing nice technos. I told Kieron I missed dancing. He said "Let's dance". & we did, we shut the windows and room door, had my home theatre system on, playing the songs, & 3 of us dancing in the room. keke.. & we danced for 1hour. Im so tired. and laughed so much.. I can't believe I'm really dancing techno moves with my SONS. hahaha..

Hopefully I can catch moments of Kayden doing mischief. & DONT SAY he's cute. i know he is cute and adorable looking, but dont get deceive by looks.. "NO NO"!