hehe...
I just can't get you out of my head...
Boy your lovin' is all I think about
I just can't get you out of my head
Boy it's more than I dare to think about
There's a dark secret in me
Don't leave me locked in your heart
Set me free
Feel the need in me
Set me free
Stay forever and ever and ever and ever... ...
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Stages --- My life
Reminisce the past once in awhile helps to reduce risk of being senile. That's what I learnt from the recent drama that I'm chasing..
After having 2 kids, my memory of my own past is really vague.. My focus point in life now is my family, my kids.. These are all I can remember, events that left a mark in my heart...
From 4-6 = Kindengarten. I liked this little boy who sat beside me in the classroom so much that I would sit beside the window singing "多美丽的茉莉花。。。"~! I would feel excited and happy when this little boy talked to me, played with me. I had this scene in mind for 20yrs whereby my eraser dropped on the floor, and both of us went to reach for that thing at the same time.. Awww.. So sweet...
From 8-12 = Primary school. When I was Primary 2, my chinese teacher wanted me to join Chinese Dance, cos she liked me alot, she believed I could do well in that. From then on, I participated numerous performances. I loved dancing on stage, I had this great sense of accomplishment when audiences applauded and cheered... I participated in Reciting competition that came 2nd place. 400m track and field and came 3rd place. A group of lovely classmates and I formed Secret Seven, there're 7 gals, and I'm the youngest. We played together, ate together, did homework together, quarreled together and etc.
From 13-16 = Secondary School. I was a late bloomer, I didn't know how to doll up, I didn't know how to attract guys' attention. I remembered I only had crushes with a couple of guys. But I helped to pull strings for my gal friends with other guys. hehe.. I did well for my 1st 3years. But things started to change when I learnt to skip classes during my final year, O level.. haiz... Somehow, I still passed my O level, with A for Chinese, B for Maths and Literature. Just a C for English. keke.. Oh ya!! I'm still in Chinese Dance and our group got Gold medal in 1997 Youth Festival's Chinese Dance competition. Our very first gold medal!
From 18-20 = Though just 2 years, I played so much, encountered so many different people, I gained all sorts of experiences that not many would get. Clubbing 3 days/week, drinking, dancing, going nuts, dating. I still managed to hold tight to my principles, NO SMOKING, NO DRUGS, NO CASUAL SEX. I longed for fun, for excitment, but I still remembered to protect myself. Why make ownself live shorter when life is full of surprises, unpredictable things to face? I laughed alot, I cried alot.. These were just some obstacles I had to face, to walk them through, and to learn. I made it!
From 21-now... I have Kieron and Kayden, I made friends with a bunch of lovely people, who were my ex colleagues. We used to have fun and frequent outings, but it started to lessen in recent years.. Everyone is starting to settle down with own family, being tied down by own problems. But I believe though we are apart, our hearts are still together.. I faced serious and difficult times, thanks to my friends and family, I made it through again.. Without their support, I wouldn't be here, writing such a long naggy post. haha...
Couple nights ago, I was lying on the bed, thinking.. What will happen if the day is here..? The final day...
I wish I have the time and chance to say how I feel for all the people I care before it ends.
Love all of you, sweeties...
After having 2 kids, my memory of my own past is really vague.. My focus point in life now is my family, my kids.. These are all I can remember, events that left a mark in my heart...
From 4-6 = Kindengarten. I liked this little boy who sat beside me in the classroom so much that I would sit beside the window singing "多美丽的茉莉花。。。"~! I would feel excited and happy when this little boy talked to me, played with me. I had this scene in mind for 20yrs whereby my eraser dropped on the floor, and both of us went to reach for that thing at the same time.. Awww.. So sweet...
From 8-12 = Primary school. When I was Primary 2, my chinese teacher wanted me to join Chinese Dance, cos she liked me alot, she believed I could do well in that. From then on, I participated numerous performances. I loved dancing on stage, I had this great sense of accomplishment when audiences applauded and cheered... I participated in Reciting competition that came 2nd place. 400m track and field and came 3rd place. A group of lovely classmates and I formed Secret Seven, there're 7 gals, and I'm the youngest. We played together, ate together, did homework together, quarreled together and etc.
From 13-16 = Secondary School. I was a late bloomer, I didn't know how to doll up, I didn't know how to attract guys' attention. I remembered I only had crushes with a couple of guys. But I helped to pull strings for my gal friends with other guys. hehe.. I did well for my 1st 3years. But things started to change when I learnt to skip classes during my final year, O level.. haiz... Somehow, I still passed my O level, with A for Chinese, B for Maths and Literature. Just a C for English. keke.. Oh ya!! I'm still in Chinese Dance and our group got Gold medal in 1997 Youth Festival's Chinese Dance competition. Our very first gold medal!
From 18-20 = Though just 2 years, I played so much, encountered so many different people, I gained all sorts of experiences that not many would get. Clubbing 3 days/week, drinking, dancing, going nuts, dating. I still managed to hold tight to my principles, NO SMOKING, NO DRUGS, NO CASUAL SEX. I longed for fun, for excitment, but I still remembered to protect myself. Why make ownself live shorter when life is full of surprises, unpredictable things to face? I laughed alot, I cried alot.. These were just some obstacles I had to face, to walk them through, and to learn. I made it!
From 21-now... I have Kieron and Kayden, I made friends with a bunch of lovely people, who were my ex colleagues. We used to have fun and frequent outings, but it started to lessen in recent years.. Everyone is starting to settle down with own family, being tied down by own problems. But I believe though we are apart, our hearts are still together.. I faced serious and difficult times, thanks to my friends and family, I made it through again.. Without their support, I wouldn't be here, writing such a long naggy post. haha...
Couple nights ago, I was lying on the bed, thinking.. What will happen if the day is here..? The final day...
I wish I have the time and chance to say how I feel for all the people I care before it ends.
Love all of you, sweeties...
Thursday, July 16, 2009
It's the time of the year AGAIN!!
Kayden has running nose again!!
This time, as usual... He has tooth outbreak! & strange enough.. his lower 2 side teeth are just halfway out of his gum, his right upper LAST tooth is out!
He's skipping meal, and surprisingly, he's drinking more powdered milk.. He bit me several times too.. Ouchie~!
I'm gonna cut down his breastmilk intake.. It's time for him to change his bad habit, suckling "me" to sleep. hehe...
This time, as usual... He has tooth outbreak! & strange enough.. his lower 2 side teeth are just halfway out of his gum, his right upper LAST tooth is out!
He's skipping meal, and surprisingly, he's drinking more powdered milk.. He bit me several times too.. Ouchie~!
I'm gonna cut down his breastmilk intake.. It's time for him to change his bad habit, suckling "me" to sleep. hehe...
Monday, July 13, 2009
My baby
hehe... this is my baby...
Brother saved it from a heavy thunderstorm a week ago.Actually there are 2 of them, but 1 flew away when my cats tried to get near to it.
This is the younger one.. Very sticky to me.. keke.. He likes it when i carry it on my finger and walk around the house.. I called it baby cos it's just a baby bird. hehe...
Kayden takes great care of him too.. He will react to the baby's cries and get me to feed it.. When you ask him "where's baby bird?" he will show u the way to it. keke.. Another animal lover in the house...
Friday, July 10, 2009
Indoor slide
Don't be shocked when you see this... I played this 20years ago. hehe.. & only difference, during my times, we don't have adult supervision. Now.. They have me supervise. keke...
When we're little, my brothers and I would pull all the cushions, mattresses even blankets to build fortress, tents, slides and even mini playhouse. keke.. Just little imagination, we could play happily non stop whole day long... Just wanna my kids to have a feel of our childhood time.. See... They're so happy.. keke.. A must play whenever we stayed over at my mum's place.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
In the study room
Kayden was going behind the armchair, at first trying to play hide and seek with Kieron, he wanna Kieron "scare" him by appearing from the side/top of the chair. But Kieron didn't, cos he's playing with his game. Soooooo... Kayden used this method to get his brother's attention... I took it down... It's funny!!! I promise!! hehe...
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Reading on bike...?
Pulling...
Flipping... & onto the floor.. Cos he tried to put the book back but failed.. So end up, I be the book cleaner..
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Reading on bike...?
Pulling...
Flipping... & onto the floor.. Cos he tried to put the book back but failed.. So end up, I be the book cleaner..
Faking death
hehe... The boys were playing cars in the evening.. Kieron was playing transformer, and faking death. Kayden saw and followed.. hehe.. After awhile, Kayden carried on with the fake death move, falling onto the ground with that "Ughhhhhhhhh". hehe..
Sunday, July 5, 2009
My work
Remembered I went missing for quite some time earlier on? I was finishing up my handicraft, I did Kayden's & Cheerful Giver..
Aiming for more.. But I RAN OUT of cloth.. -_-"'
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Home made Tempura sushi
Our dinner tonight... Just Kieron, Kayden & I.. Hubby went out...
Our personalized sushi.. Had real crab meat tempura and some prawn tempura, cooked miso soup with fresh seaweed too.. Of course, we are not eating plainly tempura..
Mix the rice with little miso soup, add some shredded seaweed. I used Daiso's sushi mold. Add the rice, with layers of shredded tempura crab meat. Here's the product..
I ate 12, Kieron had 12 as well.. He's always hungry especially after school.. Kayden is not having the same thing as us, his.. 2 sushi added with miso soup, like porridge.. but everything is in his dinner. He loves it as well..
Yummy yummy dinner. keke...
Transformer
Transformer - My childhood all-time favourite cartoon, even now..
The autobots r amazing, they can transform from vehicles to robots. Always in time to help out the humankind. However.... This time....
Kieron went to watch the amazing show Transformer 2 - Revenge of the Fallen with my brother, Mark last Friday. I couldn't go cos Kayden just too small to get him sit "in peace" for that 2hrs+ show.. Sobz.. I was really sad...
After they got home, Kieron told me "Optimus Prime died!" I was in shock. "Why? WHY he die? WHo kill him? How did he die?" Thanks to my brother, he told Kieron not to tell me the details. Bcos he knew Optimus Prime was my idol since childhood time (I even had his huge figurine when I was little, but mummy threw the spoilt toys away...) I was so upset...
Thanks to my brother again, he went Youtube to look for Transformer 2's trailer.. hehe.. He's trying to make me miserable... I saw the scene whereby Optimus Prime was on the verge of dying.. My tears dwelled with my jaws dropped open and sitting in daze.. My idol... He died eventually...
Kieron looked at me, gave me the strange smile, thinking I'm nuts, cos it's just a show, a made-to-believe character. haha.. He's nice afterall, he consoled me.
I'm waiting... TRANSFORMER 2!!!
YOOHOO~~!! Any midnight nanny available..? keke.. Best you can milk my baby while I sneak out for my show..
Just kidding... I will never get my chance to go out alone for more than 1hour..
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